Directions

Everything they said, it was correct.
I never meant this.

I've heard it all before,
But I won't learn anymore.
I know, you're trying to help;
But I can't get through to myself.

I don't have a reason; I just have an excuse.
I've gotten used to the abuse.
I don't wanna believe it when I hear the truth.

Tumbling through brick walls,
I never learned at all.

I have got a problem that I can't fix.
I am trying to find out which directions I can still go;
I just don't know.